crissangelbabe

I long for your touch   your kiss your heart. I long for your attention    your affection  your happiness. I long for you    all day  all the time My thoughts are always with you.

What happened to our midnight talks What happened to our static touch. What happened to that look you get when you look at me. What happened to your happy face What happened to your contagious laughter. What happened to the guy I know Where did he go.

You are my drug. Everytime I hear your name     I am distracted. You are always on my mind. I wait for you to appear     so I can get my fix. I cannot concentrate anymore. It has gotten so bad     I stopped trying. You have reduced me. Reduced me to day dreams     while I wait for you to show. But I don't mind. You are my drug     and I am happily addicted.

As I look outside my window at the night sky above~ I think about you. As we talk I am intrigued by your voice. It passes- That glowing ball that you rarely see and we are silent. I wish upon that little star. And then it happens. For the first time ever my wish comes true... And you are mine.

You were my light in the darkness- My shore when the waves were to much for me to handle. You came without warning and blew my ship into your harbor. Sheilded from the storm, I rest. I know that oneday my ship will leave again~ for now I shall stay in your warm embrace.

I tried to open up. I tried to let you in. And in you came, and smashed the being inside. All I ever did was care. All I ever did was try to help you, and you shut me out. But don't you worry about me, I cannot be hurt. I am strong, and will rise again.

Im drowning. There is no one here to save me. upon the sea I am empty except for my rage. This is why I sink to the unbelievable deep. Im falling and- unable to stop this rage withing me. Why must the world be cruel and why must people duel. Why must there be hate. So I am sinking farther into the black abyss. Won't someone keep my head above water?

What do you tell someone you love and hate at the sametime, What do you say when there are no words to describe how you feel, What do you say when all the world seems to come crahing down... You turn to the people you trust most and cry.

Why is it that feelings change Why is it that people change Why is it that we all can't understand each other Why is it that when you truely need someone; no one is there. Why do we have war and pain Why do we need people to tell us what to do Why do we need government Why do we do the things we do. Why are some people happy to help Why are some people content to watch the suffering Why are some people happy alone Why are some people dependant on others Why can't we all just get along I'll tell you why... We are all human and I'm however refuse to be one of the flock.